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ashetlandpony) wrote2007-12-01 08:11 pm
ashetlandpony) wrote2007-12-01 08:11 pm
22 years...
My father died 22 years ago today.
It seems unbelievable to me that Dad's been gone that long. (I was 31 when he died.)
I wonder what he would think of me if he were alive today. Would he still love me despite my numerous character flaws and eccentricities?
I want to believe he'd still love me, but I'll never know, will I?
No, that's nonsense. I do know. He would still love me. How could I possibly doubt that...
I miss you so much, Dad. Looking back, despite our many fights and fallings-out, you really were the best friend I ever had. I am truly grateful you were my father, and I'm so sorry if I let you down in any way. I am so deeply sorry...
It seems unbelievable to me that Dad's been gone that long. (I was 31 when he died.)
I wonder what he would think of me if he were alive today. Would he still love me despite my numerous character flaws and eccentricities?
I want to believe he'd still love me, but I'll never know, will I?
No, that's nonsense. I do know. He would still love me. How could I possibly doubt that...
I miss you so much, Dad. Looking back, despite our many fights and fallings-out, you really were the best friend I ever had. I am truly grateful you were my father, and I'm so sorry if I let you down in any way. I am so deeply sorry...